I’m amazed
You tell me you love me
I’m amazed
You let me remind you
I’m amazed
You take me on and leave me hanging
Yet still I’m amazed
Cause you keep coming back for more
I’m amazed
As you leave and shut the door behind you
You luggages stare bluntly in my face
Like I was the one who packed them
I guess they can’t breathe
Man you should free them
I don’t want to be amazed
Not because I saw her on your status
So fine like my favorite wine
You got me thinking
Whether it’s her beauty
Maybe her color
Oh yeah…..
I guess it’s her color
I watched your status
In that second
You texted and sounded all guilty
But hey!
It’s a free world
For if I am to say
I’m amazed again
Then I wouldn’t be lying
For I’m amazed by you
You just give me hope
Then you crush is all over again
You lift me high
Above every other high mountain
Then you bring me down
So down and low
To the valley of the
Shadow of death
I wo t ask what I did wrong
I’m not the national anthem
Yet I’ll ask just this one question
What exactly do you
Take me for huh!
You think I’m stupid?
Don’t answer
That’s rhetorical
I’m amazed
My heart stands alone
I thought you said
“You’ll never walk alone”
Yet you put in the street
Where that road was to lead
Yeah lead to our garden of fulfilment
Pulled a trigger
Pressed a dagger to my neck
Stated and said
Any last prayer
I dropped onto
My knees
With my head bowed low
In the midst of the trees
All standing tall for a legend such as I
Whole the wind blew nigh
You slashed my heart in two
One for you
One for her
Blood dripping down my hoodie
The one we bought together
I watched as you kissed her
A forever story huh
Pain in my heart
Like thorns in my flesh
I closed my eyes to see
Just to picture
If she would take our a gun
Point it to your mind
Prolly shoot you back
But I was wrong
Girl wants your fame
She’s not finished with you yet
Nevertheless
I have to go
I’m amazed at how
You my friend
My confident and guide
Could turn around
Stab me and hold me
In your arms while life
Just fades away
I’m amazed at how you still care
Just to know if I still was breathing
Just not for a good course
All to satisfy another woman
Who had what I have
I’m amazed
As how this was all a little of my imagination
I blink as my alarm cries and I come back to reality
I’m amazed.